Muhd Aidil
Strictly no spammings or rippings.
Hate me, pls get lost
Love me, enjoy your stay den!
11thMARR, his day (;
Attached/Single
Currently educating @ Pioneer Sec . 2serve6
Is just a boy who loves to joke around (;
Lastly, pls tag before you leave!

SPIKEZ! stopping the feeling of being rejected.

" Friends "

You'll be my friends till I'm dead, right?

Ajmal
Check Hwee
Gui Sing
Akmal
Hui Qi
Jacelyn
Jasmine
Nabila!
Shu Hui
Dinie
Yourlanda
Zaafarani
Shafiqa
NurulNisa



Now Dead,August 2009  Now Dead,September 2009  Now Dead,October 2009  Now Dead,November 2009  Now Dead,December 2009  Now Dead,February 2010  Now Dead,March 2010  Now Dead,July 2010  Now Dead,August 2010  Now Dead,September 2010 


designer: Asyiqinszxc
brushes: all around the world !

ShoutMix chat widget

and
FlashBox
Recommended

I've been hurting so many people recently.
I know i have hurt you.
I know i am in the wrong.
I know i talked bad behind your back.
But i seriously am sorry.
Only god knows how sorry i am.
Please forgive me.
I really do not mean any harm.
VERY VERY SORRY.

Labels: :(

Yes, i have finally understand what have been going on.
"too much of something good is not good too"
You have been understanding me so much.
You spared me from my embarrassment.
I'm sorry for putting the pressure on you.
I should have not done that.
I should have tried looking for the answers by myself.
I should not treat you that way.
I should have...
I'm just disappointed with myself.
I'm not angry at everyone.
I'm just angry at myself.
This feeling, this is what they call regret.
Only time could heal we all.

If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

Labels: I'm sorry for almost everything. but i'm not sorry for knowing you.

I dunno what's wrong with everybody.
Or what is wrong with me.
I would feel mad about almost everything.
YES! , i liked you, maybe i still do, but why is that wrong?
Everyone treats me as if i'm invisible.
When i play football or touch rugby, not once would anyone pass me the ball.
When i talk with people, people would just walk away as if i'm not there.
When i talk with her, she would give me one answer or ignore me.
Why am i isolated?
Why does everyone treat me like rubbish?
What did i do wrong?
I hate this.
I don't deserve this.
This feeling of loneliness.
It's easy for you guys to say, "stop being so negative".
But you are never in my shoes.

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop.

Labels: Just kill me.

I don't know why, but i would always run out of things to ask you.
In the end, i would ask what hmwk we have.
Sometimes, i would not talk to you.
it's really depressing.
I said i've given up on you.
It felt as if i lied.
Coz, i still have my feelings for you,
Only stronger.
Whatever it is, I'm greatful to have known you.
Never once would i regret it.

Labels: Have i been behaving?

Don't pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
You know you've got the power
To make me weak inside
And girl, you leave me breathless
But it's okay
Cuz you are my survival
Now hear me say

I can't imagine
Life without your love
And even forever
Don't seem like long enough

Every time I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby, I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby, I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love

Maybe I'm a drifter
Maybe not
Cause I have known the safety
Of floating freely in your arms
I don't need another life line
It's not for me
Cuz only you can save me
Oh, can't you see

I can't imagine
Life without your love
And even forever
Don't seem like long enough
(Don't seem like long enough yeah)

Every time I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby, I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby, I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love

Go on and pull me under
Cover me with dreams, yeah
Love me mouth to mouth now
You know I can't resist
Cuz you're the air that I breathe

Every time I breathe I take you in
(Cause every time I breathe yeah)
And, my heart beats again
Baby, I can't help it (baby I can't help it)
You keep me drowning in your love
And, every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby, I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love (ooh, ooh)
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love (got me drowning)
oh oh oh

You've got me drowning
You really got me drowning in your love

Baby, I can't help it
Can't help it oh no
(got me drowning)


Cause ever time I breathe I take you in (yes I do)
Then my heart beats again (Oh)
Baby, I can't help it (baby, I can't help it)
Keep me drowning in your love (oh no)
And every time I try to rise above (got me drowning)
I'm swept away by love
Baby, I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love

Labels: what did i do wrong?

It was once upon a time.
Now you're ignoring me.
People are ignoring me.
it's always as if i am never there.
Just a shadow.
I'm sorry if i'm not there for you.
coz when you really want me to,
Then i will appear.

Labels: I'm ignored by the whole world.

This is the day i realize, you're never gonna be mine.
Although i tried to show you my care and concern, you simply pushed it all away.
I said i would die for you, but i can't do it if you don't even trust me.
You are blinded all this while by your own world.
You could not see others. You always feel sad. You think others don't feel bad?
I think you're selfish. I think you're a coward.
You never gave me hope.
You never gave me trust.
You have no faith in me.
Why do i still love you despite all this?
It's because I have all this in you.
I trust, have faith and hoped for you.
But what can i do?
I can't possibly force you.
Guess there is really nothing i can do.
For i'm really weak without you.

Labels: Even the strongest of man would be weak when it comes to love.