Pain.
Monday, July 26, 2010
You never knew anything about sadness.
You never ever feel that way.
You never go through the pain i did.
So don't tell me you hide pain in your smile.
Atleast your friend do no treat you unfairly.
It's you who do not treasure them.
They stand behind you and support you.
I don't have that.
I fall and pick myself up again by myself.
I don't get help.
But you, you got almost everything.
Five boys queing up for you.
You label me as your bestfriend.
Why do you act so cold towards me?
I called you, and you ask another person who is that boy talking to.
You have never gone through pain.
If you really know me well,
Than you'll understand the true meaning of pain.
AiDiLz Darkness now controls me, 6:12 AM
One day, one day..
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Truthfully my blog is dead, but here i am, trying to bring it back to life.
It really is hard to like someone really badly, but even she do not know i like her.
I guess it'll be a total shock if i tell her now.
I am just trying to wait for the right time.
the time when i'll lose 10 kg, pass my exams, have her free of the four boys liking her and get her then.
i know that there will be no right time like sha said.
But i believe that one day, she'll understand and fall for me.
AiDiLz Darkness now controls me, 12:27 AM