I hate that i love you.
Monday, August 16, 2010
I dunno what's wrong with everybody.
Or what is wrong with me.
I would feel mad about almost everything.
YES! , i liked you, maybe i still do, but why is that wrong?
Everyone treats me as if i'm invisible.
When i play football or touch rugby, not once would anyone pass me the ball.
When i talk with people, people would just walk away as if i'm not there.
When i talk with her, she would give me one answer or ignore me.
Why am i isolated?
Why does everyone treat me like rubbish?
What did i do wrong?
I hate this.
I don't deserve this.
This feeling of loneliness.
It's easy for you guys to say, "stop being so negative".
But you are never in my shoes.
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop.
Labels: Just kill me.
AiDiLz Darkness now controls me, 8:47 AM